waiting for my rocket to come =)

9.9.2005

lalala

DNA - deoxyribonucleic acid.

Yep. Everyone knows that. Overall rating for the course: 3.5/5
Maisarah's DNA pattern: +/- [cool thang!]
The cool thing was that at the end of it all, we had to fill up this feedback/evaluation form and there was this question asking which course we would like to attend. You betcha! AEROSPACE. WOOT! One day; some day.. I'll get Mdm Lim for this!! =)

Anyways, something crazy just crossed my mind. I've decided on the JCs that I would wanna go to. And erm. I know you may think that I'm mad, considering that my results are really too poor, but really, I wanna go to RJ. It's no joke. Call me insane, nuts, dumb, anything. Nothing can stop me. Impossible is indeed NOTHING. If those kids in RJ can, why can't I?

Oh well, I really need a change. Step out of this shit, Maisarah! WAKE UP! Don't wake up only when September ends; wake up NOW.

Enough motivation? I guess not.

Which reminds me of an NCC cheer.

BANG BANG YOUR LEFT FOOT! (echo)

I WANNA HEAR YOUR LEFT FOOT! (echo)

BANG BANG YOUR LEFT FOOT! (echo)
I WANNA HEAR YOUR LEFT FOOT! (echo)

MOTI-MOTI- GOT A LOT OF MOTIVATION! (echo)
DEDI-DEDI- GOT A LOT OF DEDICATION! (echo)

MOTIVATED! (echo)

DEDICATED! (echo)
TO THE CORE! (echo)

TO WHOSE CORE? (echo)
TO MY CORE! (echo)
TO OUR CORE! (echo)

NCC!! NCC!! NCC!! =)

Sighs.
Central Specaialist Course Phase I ~ BEST BATCH. Nostalgia.. Where I first laid my eyes on you.

/mugmugmug*

Posted at 9/9/2005 7:17:41 pm by maisy
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9.8.2005

Apologies =)

Blog still under construction.
I'll get a tagboard soon and edit the other crap yea?

/so long and goodnight* heh =p

Posted at 9/8/2005 9:29:46 pm by maisy
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YAY!

Guess who's back?
Back again?
ASTRO'S back!
Tell a friend!

HE WENT TO OPHIR! AGAIN!

Whee hee hee~! He's home, safe and sound, alive and kicking but sighs.. Got injured. His butt got bruised; fell on a branch or something. But still, God, it's so good for him to be home =) And thank God he's safe.
Well, surprise surprise! HE GOT MY BRACELET BACK! Well, it's no the same one actually but whoa, this guy's really.. No words can describe him. He argued with the salesguy telling him to get the one I misplaced. But oh well. That fella didn't get it. But still, I'm thankful for everything. Thanks so much. Really appreciate everything. Well, he gave me this band made of seashells and guess what? It's ORANGE in colour! Plus my favourite bubblegums. Yumyum!
~It's so good to have you back you know =D

Anyways, today's been a cool day. Went to Singapore Poly (yeah! =)) for some DNA workshop. Cool thang. We 'played' with our saliva today. Heh. Started vandalising our aprons. The best part of the whole thing was that we had CHEESECAKES for tea break! Whoa. We ate like gluttons and finshed up one big plate of 'em. The other plate was left untouched for 3E1 but hey, RZ was mad! He went like, "Mai, one slice won't hurt right?" And so I was like. Well, it's up to you. And he really did get a slice, I think. Perhaps more than that. Managed to steal a slice for Astro.

And so Day One ended at 12 noon. Whee hee hee~! Managed to meet Astro and passed him the slice plus two pieces of apple strudels. Ham went, "AHH!" when she saw him and buzzed my mobile phone immediately as I was wandering around somewhere. And so, once again, the day is saved, thanks to, The Powerpuff Girls! Really; HAM, BUN, CHEW =). Ham buzzed to inform me of his 'arrival', Bun offered her mobile phone for me to buzz Astro since mine's hopeless. And Chew, she was cheering on! =D

Yep. One more day to go tomorrow. He's gonna bring me around. Hopefully, I'll get to visit the AeroLab. Sounds cool eh? Sure it'll be cool! Spoke to Mdm Lim to organise an Aerospace trip and she went. "Okay, sure. I know you're into your astronomy stuff. And I like it when students dream big because only then will they realize how much they have to work."
THANKS MDM LIM =)

Sighs. Gotta get up early again tomorrow. Off to Bishan Park for Orienteeing thingy with NCC. Then, off to SP! =) Wonder how Zaki is now? [That fella's dying to win the OOC award.]

Alrighto. Gotta run now. Physics report to complete. More research to be done. Start mugging fellow comrades. Impossible is NOTHING. Thanks Astro =) Take good care yea. See you tomorrow!
Night night! Or shall I say, SO LONG AND GOODNIGHT..

/adios amigos*

Posted at 9/8/2005 9:27:20 pm by maisy
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9.5.2005

Sleeping All Day, Staying Up All ~ Night =)

Alrighto.

Back to NYAA camp.

Well, didn't reach school on time due to some reasons. Once there, went to jam in the PCCG room with Ben. Hell man, that dude can play Here Without You already. It's like. Whoa. He just picked up guitars a couple of months ago and look where he is now. Dared him to play Metallica's sweet solos but heh, he's just not up for it. Yet, I guess. Sighs. Nadzri loves them. And I can't wait for the day to come. One day remains~

Okay, stop side-tracking. Hmm. Where was I? Yep. After jamming for awhile, went to entertain those kids (campers, I mean). They were playing dog-and-bone. Holy hell man. I was like. Huh? Is this it? The strength was PATHETIC. 20 campers. 25 committee members. Out of the 20 campers, only THREE are monitors. The rest are all Prefects. Like hello? This camp's organized for you dudes and dudettes from the Monitors' Council. Sighs.

Anyways, the fun came in shortly after that. Since it was drizzling, those poor kids had to wait for the rain to stop before they proceed with their walk to Jalan Kayu. But me and a few other gluttons, Cherlene, Geraldine, Khim, Juian and Ben, went off at around 1830 because we were too hungry and I was afraid that I might miss the night's episode of Smallville. The last episode, that is. So off we went!

They wanted to just stick to the old boring route, following the main road via Gerald Drive. But oh well, me and my crazy ideas as usual. Brought them to the Old Buangkok lane. That oh-so haunted route NCC loves to take for our nightwalks. I didn't feel good when we stepped onto the ground. Felt weird. It was almost seven then. Took the lead while the others complaint about the muddy and waterlogged ground dirtying their shoes. There was this point of time when I felt REALLY weird. 'Twas foggy and the air smelt different. Then, I just came to a halt. It was past seven and the road ahead of us was terribly wet; waterlogged.

"Uh. Guys. Do you think we should turn back or should we just carry on?" Well, of course they would just say turn back. And indeed, we did. Juian started running. The rest followed behind her. I was 'guarding' the file at the back. Could feel that they were all scared. And something, or was it someone, was following us..

I wasn't really terrified or anything because I know that the spirit of ASTRO =) is buried deep within. And hell yeah. His message came in when we were running out, telling me that he's on his way already. And so once we were out, I buzzed him. And there goes.. Sighs. No worries, one day remains~ like what Alter Bridge said. Heh.

Met Xue Wei, Michelle and Shu Yan at Jalan Kayu. We rushed to get a table at "Thasevi~The BEST Roti Prata Shop In Singapore". Like, as if. Heh. The food seems all right to me. I'm not that choosy. And so we shared a piece of Chicken and Mutton Murtabak, a plate of Mee Goreng and two glasses of Milo Dinosaur. Whoa. *BURPPP* BUT. We wanted more. It was almost time for Smallville so they suggested that we just get cheeseburgers from Hougang Point. And so we did. Plus drinks and chips. Once we reached school, I was immediately glued to the TV. Aww man! Missed the part when Lana kissed Clark. Didn't like the ending though. Was expecting something more fairytale. [And guess what? Their walk was cancelled.]

*****

That night, I had to dress up as a ghost for their confidence test. MY WHOLE FACE WAS POWDERED AND I HAD TO PUT ON THIS WHITE CLOTH (telekong for those Muslims who know)and I thought I looked like a flour baby or something but hell yeah! I managed to scare the wits out of some of those kids. Cool thang.

Back in the PCCG room for debrief, I posed for a few shots. Miss Liew was still hanging around in school so she went like.
"Oh my God! You look like a gummy bear! =)"
Heh. That was like. Haha. Gummy bear? COOL! =) So yeah, posed a few shot for her; in my black outfit (prefects' tee and PE shorts), with my guitar slinged onto my back and of course, the dog tags hanging around my neck.

*****

12 AM.

Just had shower. Brrrr.. Freezing cold! But whee hee hee~! I smelt nice! =)

Joined my seniors in canteen for mugging session. I did my math homework while the rest revised for their prelims. Man. Can't imagine myself mugging next year. And vroooooom. Came the NASI LEMAK delivery man! That's our supper. Almost puked eating that. Heh. Went to bed at three. Laid there, clutching the dog tags in my hands. Nighty night Astro..

*****

0337h

Weird.
I couldn't sleep. Thought it was five; time to conduct PT. But hey, I still have loadsa time to sleep. Closed my eyes.

Hell. This is crap. It's freezing in the room and I just can't fall asleep. That' sit. I'm outta here.
Went to the canteen. Everyone was asleep. Tried sleeping there. Crap. Worse.

Sat at the carpark. Looked up at the skies. Wow.. It's bea-u-tiful! Saw this very bright star. Guess it's a planet. Seemed like Mars though. Orangey thang. Sighs. If only Astro was there, he could've identified it for me. After sitting there for quite some time, I got up and went to the fitness corner. Laid on the sit ups bench or whatever you call that. Looked up into the sky, and admired the beauty of the Heavens above, accompanied by the MP3 player. Almost teared. Wonder why.. Astro was running in my thoughts all the while. Was too paranoid I guess. Well, since I was bored, I started doing sit ups. COOL! Managed to complete 70! YAY! My tummy had cramps after that. Heh.

And so it just flowed~
7 sets of 7 push ups
7 pull ups.
Something crazy crossed my thoughts. Get changed Maisarah, you're gonna RUN.

And so I did. Thought that I would die after 2 rounds round the school. But hey, I kept going. 'Twas unbelievable! And believe it or not, SEVEN rounds. =)
That explains why my whole body's aching. Arghh.

*****

Went to shower after conducting PT.
Munched a banana for breakfast on my way home.
Got home, changed and rushed off to Anderson for Malay prelims. *Phew* What luck. I was on time. Dang. Fell asleep while completing the last few paragraphs of my compo. But well, luckily I woke up and completed it. Brrrr. The room was cold. ORANGE jacket to the rescue! Whee hee hee~! Yup. Slept all the way.

Went back to school. Played around with Cherr. And off to Eunos CC for that dumb thang. Slept all the way till the results was announced, after my turn was over that is.

*****

Yup. My body's still aching.
And guess what? I overslept this morning and was late for A Math lesson. But *phew*. Mdm Chia wasn't mad. She just gave me a cheeky grin (ARGHH his grin..) and didn't punish me or anything =)

*****

And so here I am.
And one day remains~

*take care ASTRO =)*

Posted at 9/5/2005 6:08:02 pm by maisy
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I Miss You

Title: I Miss You
Artist: Blink 182
Album: Blink 182

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
the shadow in the background of the morgue
the unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
we can live like Jack and Sally if we want
where you can always find me
we'll have Halloween on Christmas
and in the night we'll wish this never ends
we'll wish this never ends

(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
this sick strange darkness
comes creeping on so haunting every time
and as I stared I counted
webs from all the spiders
catching things and eating their insides
like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
will you come home and stop this pain tonight
stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)

(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)

=\

Posted at 9/5/2005 6:06:42 pm by maisy
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9.3.2005

*Tick Tock*

=\

/I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about YOU all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight (sighs) boy, there's only
YOU and ME
And all other people
With nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's YOU and ME
And all other people
And I don't know why
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall alseep
Cause I miss you baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

*****

Songs.

Those songs; remind me of Nadzri. Few of our all-time favourites. He's away now. In Malacca. Hope everything's fine. His family, himself. This guy.. Sighs (you ah..) Can't wait to hear that again. Sad thing that he doesn't have auto-roam.

Anyways, guess what my Ares's playing now? Hell yeah, it's Dashboard Confessional's "Hands Down" MTV Unplugged. "And you kissed me like you meant it.. I knew that you meant it.."
It's been a hell-of-a-Saturday. Just came back from the semis of some crappy Malay competition called the "Peraduan Fasih Terjemah". All you have to do is to translate the given words or phrases to either English or Malay. There was this phrase "penginapan di tepi pantai" and I was so dumb that I said that it's a picnic by the beach when it's supposed to be a resort! Arghh. Oh well, the funny thing was that, I GOT THROUGH THE SEMIS. Like, what the heck? I thought I'd be joining my family for a shopping spree in JB but sighs.. It seems like I'll be the only one left here. Finals this coming Saturday at 1330. Wanna come? Heh. It'll be cool to have you guys with pompoms rooting me on! Whee hee hee~!

Well, NYAA camp was pretty fun. We were like gluttons on Friday night. After sharing two pieces of Murtabak and a plate of Mee Goreng and two glasses of Milo Dinaosaur, we still went to grab DOUBLE CHEESEBURGERS, LAYS chips and BOTTLED DRINKS from Hougang Point. It's like. Whoa. Really damn gluttons.

I'll tell you more some other time. I'm SCREWED now.

Posted at 9/3/2005 9:54:13 pm by maisy
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8.20.2005

Life is Beautiful..

=D

/In the morning I feel the breeze
The sun watches over me
And I feel all right
Just open your eyes and see
That LIFE is BEAUTIFUL.. (SO BEAUTIFUL..)
It's BEAUTIFUL to me..
That LIFE is BEAUTIFUL.. (SO BEAUTIFUL..)
It's BEAUTIFUL to me..*

Whee hee hee! This's like. The best week EVER. So many things happened over such a short period of time. And holy hell. They're AMAZING! Simply amazing..
The MAFIAS had this 'unintentional' thrashing out session at Hougang Point's McDonald's a couple of days ago. Not everyone was there though. But still, it went well. We just sat down and started talking. I talked about their maturity level and stuff of those sort so they were like. Bugging me to tell them how I see about them. I was reluctant to do so because we've never had any thrashing out sessions. I was like. If I can do it with my NCC Charlies (Angels), why not with my very own MAFIAS?
Heh. So I told them. Everything. What I feel about them, how and why. And thank God. They managed to accept 'em, I think. *Phew* It came to my surprise why none of them shed any tears. Because whenever we do it during NCC, we Charlies will just start crying regardless of how small the matr is. I think it must be because of the bond.. Whoa..
Anyways, I started thanking RZ all of a sudden. I was like.
"Hey thanks man. Really. You brought me into a new world. Thanks for stopping me from being a bitch. Even though you did it indirectly, thanks man.."
He was like. Kinda taken aback. Like. Holy hell. What did he do? So I got Au Yeong to explain beecause I just.. Couldn't do it. That chapter's closed for me. And hell no, she was so direct. RZ went like.
"Whoa.. I didn't know I'm so great.." (I ALMOST PUKED BLOOD. gave him 'that' look) But he said he learnt a lot from it too. Learnt not to take revenge on others anymore. And I really hope he did. YAY!

-Uh.. Sheryl?! What happened to your face?
I can't seem to act cool. =(
Jia Min's REALLY BIMBOTIC!
Whoa.. Au Yeong! Sam! JUICEY JO! Cool pose =)

-Whee hee hee!
JIA MIN! As usual.. Heh
Arghh! I can't reach Ben's shoulder!

-BLUR~~

Thrashing out session's a really cool thang. It's not those sort like. Sitting-down-and-start-crapping kinda thang. This IS the REAL thing. Serious business.. Here's some stuff on thrashing out sessions:

- this is where you sit down, and thrash 'em out

- come up with a topic for the discussion say.. "ATTITUDE". wait. I don't think you need a topic since you just update each other on anything and EVERYTHING under the sun
- try to appoint someone as the 'leader', to keep the ball rolling and make sure everything's under control and in case there's silence (which I doubt so), start questioning the members
- SCREAMING, SHOUTING, vulgarities (uh.. under certain circumstances only) are allowed because it's REALLY THRASHING OUT
- prepare tons of tissue papers, especially if it's an ALL-GIRLS circle. Don't mind us girls yea?
- don't worry about what you say no matter how sensitive the issue is. you WANT to see changes don't you? and don't be too soft-hearted. it won't work
- there're no limitations about what you say, really.
- above all,

DON"T LIVE IN DENIAL. STOP HIDING ALL THOSE FEELINGS.
- remember, BE INITIATIVE.

Trust me, everything will be better after thrashing everything out. MUCH better, for the BETTER. I'll be glad to see people change for the better after thrashing out sessions. Expect tears, loadsa them. Cuddles, kisses.. Vote of thanks. Everything.. Our next session'll most probably be next Friday, perhaps a different venue. Hope to have everyone present. Wouldn't want any one of us to miss out on anything, don't we?

For now, I gotta run. Loadsa stuff to do. Gotta start mugging. As for Astro, I'm REALLY GLAD that you're REALLY FINE now. I can feel it coming back. But not fully recharged yet. Heh. Thanks for everything. You've got what you wanted right, the thing you shared with Rahman. Heh. Thanks. It was like. Whoa. COOL! Really nice.. ;p Have fun jamming today. Take good care. AISHITERU! *hugs* =D

Before I go, here's a song:
(Juainny, you LOVE this don't you? Sorry to keep singing this in class 3E2 ;p)

Title: Rock DJ.
Artist: Robbie Williams
Album: -Uh.. God knows. It's free-listening for me=)-

We were the floor show, kicking with your torso
Boys getting high and the girls even more so
Wave your hands if you're not with a man
Can I kick it? (Yes, you can!)
I got (funk), you got (soul), we got everybody
I got the gift, gonna stick it in the goal
It's time to move your body

Babylon back in business
Can I get a witness, every girl, every man?
Houston, can you hear me?
Ground control can you feel me?
Need permission to land

I don't wanna rock DJ
But you're making me feel so nice
When's it gonna stop DJ
Cause you're keep me up all night

Singing in the classes, music for your masses
Give no head, no backstage passes
Have a proper giggle, I'll be quite polite
And when I rock the mike, I rock the mike (right)
You got no love then you're with the wrong man
It's time to move your body
If you can't get a girl, but your best friend can
It's time to move your body

I don't wanna be sleazy, baby just tease me
Got no family plans
Houston, can you hear me?
Ground control can you feel me?
Need permission to land

I don't wanna rock DJ
But you're making me feel so nice
When's it gonna stop DJ
Cause you're keep me up all night

I don't wanna rock DJ
But you're making me feel so nice
When's it gonna stop DJ
Cause you're keep me up all night

Pimpin' ain't easy
Most of them fleece me, every night
Pimpin' ain't easy
But if you're selling, it's alright

I don't wanna rock DJ
But you're making me feel so nice
When's it gonna stop DJ
Cause you're keep me up all night

I don't wanna rock DJ
But you're making me feel so nice
When's it gonna stop DJ
Cause you're keep me up all night

=D
/whee hee hee!*

Posted at 8/20/2005 11:12:20 am by maisy
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-scream my lungs out